♥May 31st, 2012
omg

i just watched all my blue gatorade electrolytes projectile vomit into my toilet like 3 times.

♥ May 31st, 2012 Anonymous: why did Joel lose his job? Cause he was high all the time?

he only got suspended for about a month and a half for it but they had sympathy because he was at work with all them when he found out qasim died back in january, and he is really good at selling shit. really lucky chance he got from them.

♥ May 30th, 2012 Anonymous: 'cause there is something wrong with "everyone else." the world is a big place. there are a lot more people than the ones you surround yourself with.

meh

♥ May 30th, 2012 everything-is-so-strange: You don't need to worry about what everyone else is doing. Not feeling particularly sexual towards anyone isn't a bad thing at all, in fact I congratulate you for keeping your legs closed while everyone else is too busy getting STI's and heartbroken to even stop and think about what or who they really want,

yeah i know it’s not a bad thing, it’s just also like i WANT to have a normal sex drive lol. i don’t hate sex at all. i rarely want to initiate it or think about it or masturbate or anything. my mind is always elsewhere unless it’s brought up. it makes me feel bad for the boys i have dated because i know for one of them it made them feel unattractive because i never said i wanted to have sex with him or wanted to be naked with him or got excited at the thought of it. i really would like to make the people i date feel wanted. and a relationship is about sex and love. if sex wasn’t involved it’d be a friendship or like the love for a family member. it just sucks when you never feel like doing that for someone you claim to be in love with.

♥May 30th, 2012
oh keys job board…

rogers wireless is hiring a “print production assistant” which doesn’t require any job experience really but you gotta be enrolled in graphic design or marketing or business and must be returning in grade 12.

the only thing that kinds sucks is that they they know me because of joel, and probably have an idea that i have all the same drug problems and shit.

but they all seen my art. and apparently the one girl who works there applied but didn’t get it…so fuck yeah. might as well give it a shot. it’s like exactly where a placement would put me prolly.

i’m just bad at interpersonal skills. hopefully they would just think it’s cute or something…

oh yeah and today joel told me he can go back to work on the 7th. what a lucky guy to even get his job back lololol

♥ May 30th, 2012 Anonymous: or maybe there's nothing wrong with you at all, and you just haven't found the right person to enjoy it with yet.

lol but why does everyone else enjoy it with the wrong people.

♥ May 30th, 2012 Anonymous: maybe you are just amongst those normal people who really aren't obsessed with sex and know they don't need it all the god damn time to carry on with their lives?

who knows. i feel like a problematic autistic kid or some shit.

♥ May 29th, 2012 Anonymous: Maybe you're A sexual, nothing wrong with that....orrr maybe everyone you know is a nymphomaniac?

i don’t think either of those are the case. :(

♥May 29th, 2012
i can’t even say im a faggot.

why does everyone love sex all the time everyday except me.